I’ve always been in love with love. My spiritual journey has been a roller-coaster of an adventure. I learned the most important lessons through my personal and romantic relationships.

I live my life on my terms. I take part in what brings me joy and refuse to be a conformist. That’s my true self, but I didn’t always live this way out loud. I’ve had to reject many aspects of what I learned growing up and assert the woman I am to remain authentic.

I’m a hopeless romantic, but I was never a woman to need a man in my life or to be in a relationship at all times. When I fall in love, I fall hard. Some men took me for granted and I was involved with a few who were unsuitable. I’d like to say I wasted time; but it was necessary to appreciate the value of the experiences.

Driven by my feelings and not logic, I love in a different way. I let my heart guide me when I connect with a man. I won’t marry for convenience. I refuse to remain in a relationship if all that’s left are obligations. I don’t play games. I don’t manipulate. I’m unable to go out with more than one man at a once to compare and choose like selecting a meal from a restaurant menu. I accept those for whom this works. It doesn’t resonate with me.

For a long time, I believed my love alone would suffice to shift a situation with a man even if it didn’t make feel good. I focused on that love and on that man. I prayed for a change that would never come. Emotionally unavailable men resemble one another in many ways. I had an epiphany when I recognized Jackson as Evan and Evan as Brad. I realized I had the same relationship with different people repeatedly. I had an unhealthy dating pattern. It was time fix it. I shifted and redirected my love to me. I found the root of my problem. I healed my wounded self-esteem and increased my confidence. I am evolving daily. My passion is to share what I learned because I want every woman to revere her inner goddess.